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funni thing, i am not sure abt this, but seems quite common. it is like, a total contradiction. when we were young, we keep dairies. we dun want ppl to look at our dairies, or journals. toy manufacturers make dairies with locks and everything... waste of money though. so some kids will ask their parents to get one of those or some other random dairy with lock or just lock their own dairy up. we hate it when someone reads it . but as we progress deeper into our life, we keep blogs. (those manufacturers are going bandkrupt) . now its like, we want ppl to look at our blogs. it is like, if no one comes and look at it, we'll die or something. total contradiction. alot of things turn out this way too. and we still want our parents to give us privacy and not tell them what happened in one of the chapter of out life. kinda like reading between the lions in the first part of the story. in the midpart, everything is straight to the point. and as we hit the second half of the book, we have lots of routes, like cliff hangers, just leave it and end there, or some bad ending or some happy ending ... and they lived happily ever after... no second sequel to the book, but loads of editions. this is getting crappy.

just think that i am crapping, see how gay my thinking is... all craped up yep, all crapped up.

save me
from myself


 RAIN HARD